I have safely landed on this country called Riyadh , capital city of Saudi Arabia. Everything seems to be smooth. When I landed, its actually not too bad. The city is very modern , new and clean. Its jus that its all brownish. The building, hospitals, the land .. its jus brown. First time I see the sun so round and big and bright. Everything is new to me. I'm just telling myself.. don't think about the time, think about how you can see things and experience new things. And time will just passed by when you don't have time to think about it. Culture is different, dress code is different. Only one word to describe . "survivor" what I do everyday is to get survived. Spiritually , physically and mentally. No church, no ministries, only relationship with Jesus. All the emotions and feelings, Jesus is the only one I can talk right now. Not to say I'm emotional now but I choose to come here, to make myself more dependant to Him. I have lost all the fun with my family and even the person that I admire all this while. Maybe its a good thing for me. To see things more clearly.. to appreciate things more when I'm not around in Malaysia. Because human always appreciate when they start to lose. I just prayed , my love ones will have a happy life in Malaysia, while I can't join you all for this moment. I always for my true love, but when I think about my situation right now, it might get delayed sometimes. Right now, I jus wish I will be strong and go through all this with Jesus.
