Finally!

            Finally~ six months in Saudi Arabia! Times passed

  Day after tomorrow I will be flying back to my home country Malaysia for my first vacation since I came here , I can't wait to taste the air and water in Malaysia again! Can't believe it has already six months here. Really experience and learn a lot. No entertainment , only shopping.

I'm going to express some of my feelings here. Being lonely is a great challenge here! I can say, if without Jesus, my life is nothing. Every time when I feel sad, emotional, and lonely, His words comforted me. I pray and sing and worship because I have nothing else to rely but Him alone.

Having a great time here with church family even though majority are Philippines, i have no idea how is Philippines looks like but I learn that they are really warm and friendly. They love foods and time spending with each other. Even though sometimes I don't know what they are talking, but I'm enjoying being with them. Love their foods. It is really similar to Chinese food but a bit different. I will miss them while I'm away for three weeks. Really appreciate their concern on me.

I thought I was going to have someone important in my life. But later, I found that, it is jus reflecting my weaknesses through out the process. And I learn , a relationship doesnt work if jus one side putting effort only. Both are the main cause of successful in a relationship. Of course it is an heartache to learn all this but I know God has a purpose for me. I learn to stay patience in everything. Even though it seems to be right but it is still not. I'm not sure I'm going to wait or I'm going to let go or I'm going to not think of it anymore. It seems to be happy but I don't feel happy. Well, for the joy of the Lord is my strength! I'm just going to stay strong and let God take over and handle it.

Well, I hope coming vacation, will open my mind and heart again. I will rest and meditate in God. Search my heart..

No matter how

    No matter how I miss my home , family, how I miss my friends and church.. there is no other way but jus patiently wait for the time to pass by. I find it hard now.. studies, new working environment, management and everything. Need a lot of focus and understanding to achieve what is needed. That's right, I'm gonna stuck here till September.~ I can't stop or give up now, I jus have to keep going. I pray I will love this place soon. I pray all things will be smooth and good. Let me explore Saudi Arabia. Cause I realised, the Israelites passed by Saudi Arabia before they can even enter their promised land. Maybe this is the stop where god put me before I enter His promised land. for how long? I don't know... I really don't know..

At Sky bridge Kingdom centre, Riyadh

 

 

 

 

 

Paid 60riyal and take lift to floor 99.

The view from sky bridge.. well I can see other than the view, nothing special.. haha..

                        In the end, go back down to ground floor.. its better to have picture here.
Honestly, I won't go for kingdom shopping mall for second time, unless I really wane buy branded stuff. Haha...

new chapter of life

 

          


      I have safely landed on this country called Riyadh , capital city of Saudi Arabia. Everything seems to be smooth. When I landed, its actually not too bad. The city is very modern , new and clean. Its jus that its all brownish. The building, hospitals, the land .. its jus brown. First time I see the sun so round and big and bright. Everything is new to me. I'm just telling myself.. don't think about the time, think about how you can see things and experience new things. And time will just passed by when you don't have time to think about it. Culture is different, dress code is different. Only one word to describe . "survivor" what I do everyday is to get survived. Spiritually , physically and mentally. No church, no ministries, only relationship with Jesus. All the emotions and feelings, Jesus is the only one I can talk right now. Not to say I'm emotional now but I choose to come here, to make myself more dependant to Him. I have lost all the fun with my family and even the person that I admire all this while. Maybe its a good thing for me. To see things more clearly.. to appreciate things more when I'm not around in Malaysia. Because human always appreciate when they start to lose. I just prayed , my love ones will have a happy life in Malaysia, while I can't join you all for this moment. I always for my true love, but when I think about my situation right now, it might get delayed sometimes. Right now, I jus wish I will be strong and go through all this with Jesus.

clock is ticking~

 

 

 

 Sitting at the bench after jogging, looking at the clock tower. Was wondering time really go so fast.
8 years ago, I left my lovely hometown for Kuala Lumpur for studies and working. Everyday I longed to come back one day. But today, I have resigned from Kuala Lumpur and now I'm here.. sitting at the bench enjoying the view of my lovely hometown, but all my thoughts was thinking about my life back in kl. All my friends, works, church and my ministries. I misses all of them. All my youth is in kl, that's the place where I really grow spiritually, mentally and maturity.  Time really change everything.. everything. I wonder, will it be the same when I go to Saudi in coming week?

God is good all the time !

 

Really million thanks to God for this wonderful trip to Hong Kong before I start my life in Saudi!

Dreams achieved jus in few weeks time.

Writing songs and composed songs are one of my favourite and I have this chance to accomplished it.

At least now I know what to do in Saudi now.

I'm gonna spend my time experience the creation of God.. write and composed songs from within my heart.

I think I'm ready to travel now.

Was holding back a lot this two months.

But God ready my heart.

And I can say I'm ready to travel now.

 

 

 

 

 

Giving my sincerity

Sometimes I thought giving out my sincerity will change a person thinking or HEART

In matters maybe yes, but in love thingy maybe not

Sometimes it's just about feelings.. I mean feelings always comes first.

No feel no talk...

I guess I still need to wait the right one to come.

Ppl say dun give up and you will success

In matter maybe yes.. But in love thingy maybe not..

Your target will get offended sometimes

That's why I said
No feel.. No talk..

Getting excited!

I'm getting really excited as the days are getting near to going Saudi! I can't wait to travel to the place I want. Saving a lot of money to help my family.  I guess I just can't wait to enjoy my adventurous and single life! You know, after bonded for 8 years of working and studies in kl. I tink God gave me this chance to just go travel around the world ! I can't wait to post all the pictures here in the future ! See ya all soon!!

God, where you want to bring me?

It's excited , it's challenging, it's awesome , it's happy
But how come my heart doesn't feel the belonging there?

I'm feeling lost.

Where you want to bring me God?